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Q: My relationship is going to be end.pls help me friends?pls i want serious ans?
My relationship is going to be end.pls help me friends?pls i want serious ans?
My relationship is going to be end.pls help me friends?
i have been in relationship since five years with my b/f who is younger than me and we both have have 3yrs old son ,me and my boy friend both were mad about each other and he said he loves me like anything and he never leaves me but now my boy friend going to marry other gal who is still studying and now he is saying that he can’t stay with me and marry me but still saying that loves me seriously than any other ,so wht to do how to believe him,i love him like anything ,i can’t live with out him ,wht to do,pls help me ,now i am in bad situation ,how can i change my bf heart towards me.

Additional Details
i understand my b/f will not marry me .i decided to end my life along with my kid,i feel there is no better solution than this.

friends thanks for all ur suggestions but now financially facing problems in this situation how can i take care of my kid and i am soo depressed.

even i dont wanted to die along with my son but situation is like that and i love my kid very much , if i die alone he will be alone who will take care of him and now financial situation also poor na thats why i took this decision .

A: let me tell you someting very clear to you my sis,,,,
if you want back your bf, the best way is to do is just by keep a little distang with him. dont go after and begg him.. he ll never love you. just love him in your heart, dont be so expressive. i think in the biging of your relation you had a good time together and later on you started to loose him,, u know y? coz you gave up all your power to him.. and thru that you maide him to on the top of and through that he lost the reall value of your love…

Q: A mother cat abandoned a baby kitten in my back yard and I can’t seem to be able to feed it what should I do?
It is very small and I do not want it to die I went to petco and bought a bottle and kitten formula but I have a hard time feeding it and I do not know what to do can somebody out there please help me

A: You are a person with a big heart young lady…a bottle may not be the right “tool” for feeding this little one. You say the kitten is quite small but w/out seeing it, it is hard to tell how young this little piker is. Kitten formula dispensed w/a dropper may be the best way – for now. What is important here is it “appears” this ‘lil piker is fragially young and therefore, it may be the wisest choice to take this kitten to the vet to ensure the best care/maintenance for it’s survival. Young ones like this must be fed on hourly schedules (just like human babies!) Sit down on the floor w/your back up against the wall w/your knees pulled up. Get a towel and place kitty in towel swathed in it like you would a human baby and this keeps kitty in place. Place towel between the legs in the “V” slant of your pulled up knees. Important to note that the formula must be warmed first. Please, please, please consult w/a vet 1st thing 2mrw. hon. Good luck!

Q: Help I have a crush on my teacher and it won’t die!!!?
I have a crush on my teacher. It’s not easy trying to throw it out the nearest window and expect it to forever hold its peace.

When this Mr X is within a 10 meter radius where I am breathing, I will automatically shut down; become totally passive and quiet to avoid doing or saying something that will just embarrass me and have an apocalyptic effect upon my dignity. Or sometimes I just run away, out of sight, safe. When we walk past each other I don’t say anything whereas, I greet and easily converse with other teachers all the time, and I’m not afraid to let my personality show.
But with him, I wouldn’t be surprised if he labeled me as a snob lacking in substance.

Basically what I’m trying to say is that I can’t be myself when he’s around and it’s annoying since it’s an involuntary reaction. I am ridiculously shit-scared, especially when he’s talking to me; where my brain shrivels into the size of a worm.

I have become so self conscious. Everything I do and say to him I eventually end up regretting and constantly chew over long after the conversation’s over. (Why did I say that? That was the dumbest thing I’ve ever said…) When instead I could be beating myself up about a sizeable pimple.

What’s worse is that I’m pretty sure he knows of my humiliating, undying infatuation because of my ability-to-look-him-in-the-eye deficiency, even before my friend let a ‘hint’ slip one lesson, that unfortunately reached his ears and what ensued was him staring at me strangely for about a gazillion seconds and made me want to die.

I guess that’s my way of trying to get over this incessant crush, by avoiding him as much as possible; trying to stay under the radar so to speak… but the man is a bloody flea.

I don’t know what to do. (Don’t worry- I am not going to shag him on the desk, with or without his permission, if in some strange unlikely universe he reciprocated my unhealthy feelings)

I just want to get over it. Or at least be able to work, study, talk and hang around with my friends for crying out loud… I just simply want to ‘be’ comfortable around him.
Garen, you amusing goat.
I think you fail to understand that ‘human beings’ sometimes can’t help thinking a certain way about a certain someone; (obviously you’ve never experienced that feeling in your inanimate, sad life) what matters is what they do to deal with it.
So maybe you should consider you’re bullshit of an answer that is a waste of space and my time.

A: Well, you sound about 15 so if you are, then this is very normal. Is he a fantastic teacher? Often the ones we get crushes on are great teachers and they waken an excitement for the subject which we sort of get mixed up in the sex drive and we think it is them, but it is the learning and the subject that is really the focus of our emotions – the excitement of learning.

I had a freind in about 10th grade who was crazy over the history teacher. Now he was very tall, had a sort of small head and larger body, but wasn’t exactly fat, but close to it. I couldn’t figure it out. She was gaga over him. I had him the next year. He was considered the top history teacher and when I went to my first class with another teacher, the teacher told me I was not to be in that class (some of my friends were) but I was reassigned to the other class. I found out it was considered a higher level class and I got good grades and caught on quickly. So I had the same teacher my friend did the year before — my 11 th rade year. I was still amazed that my friend could have such a crush on him. Well, after the year began, I really loved history and he told us so much and let us in on secrets and scandals that weren’t in the book. I almost had a crush myself. He was one fantastic teacher. I understood why she had the crush then as he was an exciting teacher.

Teachers are sometimes amused and sometimes plagued by girls who have crushes and who stalk them. There are sometimes a few who are pedophiles and take advantage of the situation, but that is rare. Doors should always be left open when you visit with a teacher and you have a crush.

Now, getting over it. You need to realize that it is really the subject that you are enthralled with and not the teacher who is just the one who brings it to you. Same thing happens with doctors and with adults as well as teenagers. It is the authority figure. If you can’t work in that class, you might need to go to guidance counselor to see if you can get into a different class – even telling them that you have a crush on him and that you can’t concentrate in his class. Let them know he has done nothing to cause this. I figure that after you are out of his class for a year that your crush will be done to normal proportions instead of epic proportions. He may be very good looking and that might take longer than a history teacher like we had where common sense could tell you it was the subject and his presentation.

Many girls have crushes on teachers, boys, too. But you need to realize that he is a lot older than you are. You have nothing in common. And maybe you should find a fellow who is closer to your age for your crush. Your crush could be embarrassing for you and for him. You need to push it down a bit, and you can laugh and joke about it with friends if you want, but you need to make it lighter than you feel. Once you accept that it is just a crush and it will go away, it should become easier. If he is married or has kids, you can focus on that. Try to take a big breath before you go in there and then try to behave normally. Don’t drool. You can do it.

Q: How can i get help for my phobias?
I’m afraid of people, so i avoid going anywhere, i live with my mom and brother, my family doesn’t have any vehicle so we have to take a bus. so i can’t even go to a doctor without being around a lot of other people.
I am afraid most of peoples eyes.. people seeing me is a huge burden for me to the point of having an anxiety attack, i even throw up.. so now I’m afraid of vomiting in front of people again.. so that just add to my burden of phobias.. I am afraid even to answer the door for someone, or to answer the phone. I’ve become so afraid that i hate myself, and I just want to die because i am not living, i am trapped, hiding from windows and doors.. just living in hiding. So i need somehow to get help, but i have no money, i have fear of anyone who could possible help me.. and i know you might think “oh just walk outside ?” believe me, in my 9 years of this torture, i have thought of that. but i have such horrible physical reactions i cant control my own bodily functions, i even hallucinate. Its embarrassing and terrifying. I don’t know what to do.
I’m 18, almost 19 now …it started when i was 9 i started to skip school just to hide in my basement, then it grew into more and more hiding, and trying to escape people.. when i couldn’t be home anymore, i went to the streets and lived behind a dumpster! i tried being social and even got into drugs, but that didn’t help, and i quit drugs along with trying to cope with this illnesses i have.. its been almost a full year now that i haven’t gone near the door, i even quit smoking to avoid having to go to the store for cigarettes and to avoid having to stand on the front step of our house to smoke.. how many people could quit smoking? well my fear is that bad that i couldn’t even do that anymore.
So how does someone like me manage to get somewhere to get help ? i think once get into a hospital i could adapt to that surrounding and take small steps if i am diagnosed and maybe given treatment.. i guess i just not sure where to get help. or how.

p.s I’m even afraid to talk on the phone, to the point of vomiting and shaking if i attempt it o.o the only way i can talk is through typing or writing on something..

A: This kind of sounds like me because i hate people and i avoid them, but i don’t have sever case as you do, but i would just tell you practice talking to people and since you can only type you should make a blog to share your thoughts or go on talking sites like omegle to talk to people. Even thought that site have some creeps on there, sometimes you find people that are very nice so just talk to people on there first and progress i hope you get better.

Q: My mother died of stomach cancer, so what are the steps I should take to protect myself from cancer?
I read the symptoms and treatments on WebMD, but what i want to know is what the odds are that I would get cancer too.

My mother was diagnosed with stomach cancer in its late stages, and lasted only 2 painful months. I would definitely like to avoid that with some preventative measures.

I will stay away from carcinogens (nitrates such as smoked/burned foods), but who do i turn to for a checkup or if i feel that symptoms of stomach cancer is showing?

A: Unfortunately nobody knows what causes most cancers.

Most, however, are random with only a small proportion being due to hereditary factors.

I’m sorry to hear about your mother. My mother too died of stomach cancer; her six children are now all in their 40s and 50s and only one (me) has had cancer, and that was random, like most cancers, and unconnected to my mother’s cancer.

There are no foods proven to prevent cancer or affect its progress in any way – people recommending foods, diets or ‘alternatives’ (which in this context means unproven) have invariably never had cancer.

Someone has mentioned apricot kernels and Lorraine Day, and as both these approaches to cancer are dangerous, I’m posting these links to some facts about them:

http://www.quackwatch.org/01QuackeryRelatedTopics/Cancer/day.html

http://www.quackwatch.org/search/webglimpse.cgi?ID=1&query=laetrile

Q: Cutting– I thought I was done, but finding myself wanting to do it again?
I started cutting 2 years ago. Some deep… others less.. the night I cut because I was sick of feeling this shit about my relationship that is complicated yet amazing.. then found out the night he pushed me away and then ignored me the following week his mother had died. I thought I was done.
There are different reasons that trigger me cutting, but that time I stepped back and realized/ felt very selfish. Of course no one knew I did it but me.. but I felt like that was the last time. it broke the pattern.

now… for some reason.. I’m finding myself really wanting to cut..
Usually the 2 reasons that would trigger it would be intense anger and FEELING chaotic inside.. the cut would calm it down.
or I would feel the complete opposite. A terrible numb.. nagging sadness feeling. wanting to scream but cant. wanting to tell and yell how I feel but cant.. so I cut to feel something different.

I’m not angry.. I’m not sad.. I had a nice evening with a friend. but I’ve been feeling a bit antsy lately.. but its getting to the point where i feel my head starting.. to fill up with this feeling.. that needs to be released. and I want to cut

what the heck is going on with me??

A: I think you need to figure out EXACTLY what is triggering this and then deal with it. I think for some reason your going back to the depressing time and feel the need to deal with it the way you did back then. Im no therapist but thats my guess.

Q: What should i wear to Dorney Park?
Hey im 13. Im walking over to my neighbors house at 7PM (5 min walk). We are leaving at 8PM.
She said to bring Money its 37.99$ there are 9 haunted houses 5 mazes. The roller coasters are filled with Fog. Should I ask my parents for 40$ and im sleeping over. My parents never met her dad (her mom died). My neighbor wants me to come over at 11AM today to figure things out what does that mean??????????
BTW, Tonight’s high is 40-43 degrees. We will be there from 8PM-2AM.
Thankyou sooo much.

A: When she says to figure things out..she probably means just to decide on some sort of plan for the evening…oh and I would just wear jeans and a hoody..going to be pretty chilly

Q: Wanting to die but not suicidal?
What’s the reason for feeling like you want to die but you don’t actually want to go through with it. I’ve been very quiet about this for a while as I do not enjoy the “special treatment” from family members and my psychologist. I feel like I want to die but don’t really want to leave the world as things may get better in the future…I guess I’m giving up on life, but not completely.

I don’t want any “special treatment” as far as this answer goes as well, I’m just looking for a psychological reason towards why somebody would feel like this.

A: many people have this i have had for the longest time and so does everyone in my family for me its like a “i just dont think life is right for me” kind of thing. and i DONT think going to a therapist or even a psychiatrist will help, ive tried this and can no longer afford it, and it never helped me it was such a waist of money. its really common so dont feel too bad, i shouldnt be saying this but weed really helps me like REALLY helps. if u live in a state where its legal try to get a license. and in the mean time just find something to focous on the beauty in the world around you and the beauty in the people around you, people r always told that when u feel like u dont belong or you want to die then u need to just take expensive medcine, but its wrong, i was like u for the longest time, then i fineally opened my eyes and now i see, even though there r many things in this world that fucking suck, there just enough to keep you looking in amazement if u look hard enough for them, and also being with people you love really helps

Q: Wanting to die.. Fantasizing about death, suicidal, it never ends?
I have attempted suicide in the past and I keep thinking about it a lot recently. I fantasize about it. Plan it all out. I was driving home form the movies tonight and saw a big car accident.. The driver died, you cuold see a white sheet over the body. And I cried so much, but I cried because I wanted to be dead.. It’s unbelievable how much I want to die. I don’t know what to do or how to control these feelings.

I want to die so much. I’ve overdosed in the past and now my mind just goes crazy with thoughts of hanging, jumping, the car in the garage, everything, it doesn’t stop. . How can I control these thoughts, they’re taking over me.

I am dead serious. This is not a joke at all. I think about suicde all day and night. It doesn’t stop.

Sometimes I feel so powerful that i can just jump off a bridge and escape without a scratch, almost like supernatural powers. I don’t know, something is srewed up and I don’t know what

A: Hello,
there’s always a reason why you want to die, or why you think you want to die. And though you may think the problem is impossible to fix, it is, but you need to be determined and confident. When you’re at rock bottom, things can only go uphill, but it’s not me who needs to tell you and believe in that, it’s you.

I’ve thought about suicide previously too, and once it was brought into my mind, it was never out of it. Even if I was doing something to keep it off my mind, there was still a part in the back of my mind reminding me constantly. But, when you think of it, why is dying any better than living?

If you’re not alive, you’re gone. And by comitting suicide you are going to hurt your family, and by hurting your family you’re just inflicting pain on them, like you are in pain now. So, if you talk to a psychiatrist and work around your problem, you might find that whatever that problem was, is solved.

Good luck! I hope you feel so much better soon.

Q: I bought a used car as is?
But the check engine light was on and the car lot wrote a “Due Bill” with the contract.It stated they would check the engine light and repair any findings well they put it in there shop 3 times every time I would get it back the light would come on the next day and I would call this happened 3x’x so the owner of the company said he would take it to Ford well they took it to a little shop here in town I called the shop myself and spoke with them he said it was sending a code that could have been a number of things. But the was 95% sure it is the fuel pump. The car lot said they won’t him to be a 110% sure before they put the money out. My car was gone for a week and my husband call the lot and asked the owner what was going on.Owner said car runs fine with the light on we’ve done enough so we’ll drop it off. It does not run fine it tries to die at a stop till you put it in park then it’s fine. What I want to know is can they do this to us I put 3000.00 down on this car and made 3 payments. And for them to take it back . What rights do I have?
There is a” Due Bill” signed by the owner of the car lot and myself.I was just wanting some advice I’ve never dealt with this kind of thing. I know it would have to be small clams not sure how to do that. Thanks everyone for your advice.

A: Don’t ever buy a car with a check engine light. no matter what they say they will fix. what ever is on paper and signed by both parties is what needs to be done. You are obligated to pay for the vehicle and if its on paper that they will diagnose the fault and make the necessary repairs than they are obligated to do that. Tell them you will be forced to forward your complaint to your lawyer. even as an empty threat it may convince them to fix the car…

Q: I told my best friend a secret and now he wont talk to me?
I had a childhood sweetheart/ boyfriend for 5 years when I was 11 to 17. He was amazing and kind and taught me a lot about life. He never ever tried to do anything but respect me. We had a promise to each other that we would get married someday and with that I had planned to save myself for our wedding night.

One night in a tragic event when I was 17 I was raped by a stranger. I changed and subconsciously shut every one out of my life because I didn’t know how to handle the rape. No one knew I was so frightened that I would be killed if I ever told as this person knew where I lived. For a long time I wanted to die.

My best friend and I kept in contact when he went away to college. I heard he ended up getting a girlfriend and in my heart it hurt but I knew that the one gift I wanted to give him was destroyed by being raped by a monster. So I left the situation alone.

It has been 19 years since we have had contact. A couple weeks ago we became friends on Facebook and he was pressing the issue..Telling me he thought I was the one he was going to marry. The rape issue resurfaced over the past few days and I finally came clean to him about why I did not marry him. He never wrote back…Why would he not write back? I guess that after 19 years I must have been right that he would see me as damaged goods and not talk to me. At least I gave him the benefit of the doubt as a grown woman. But why does it hurt so bad and should I shut him out for good?

A: Have you read Tess of the D’Urbervilles?

He would not percieve you as damaged goods- not in this day & age. Ask him why he didn’t respond, talk to him. As hard as it is, open communication is the best way.

Maybe even talk to someone else about the rape.

I hope that you are okay.

Q: Should i ask her about what she said?
Me and my gf were in her room making out and we decided to smoke some salvia. Anyway I went first and then she did. We continued to make out and trip out. I’m not sure how long we kept making out but then we started about philosophy and such. I barely reached a visionary state, so I can remember quite a bit. Then out of nowhere she says “I love you more than you know and I would die before I let Angie get into you.” For some reason this was meaningless to then but the next day I started to think about it because she had never said “I love you” to me before and Angie is one of my best friends. Then yesterday I was with her again she said she remembers nothing which means she reached the Amnesic state where you lose attachment to the world and completely open the consciousness. It also means you will have no reason to lie. I’m not sure if I should ask her about it because i want to if my friend has a crush on me or if i should just let it be
I have chewed it. Its not the same type of mind blowing experience I reckon but i grow it so when im in the mood and nothing else is available I will chew some.

A: ask her if its bugging you. its probably bugging her isn’t it? so talk about it.
i hate salvia. have to say it. its such an uncomfortable experience for me. but i always want to do it again and again because its so interesting. have you tried chewing it rather than smoking it? its supposed to be alot better.

Q: girls read the question detail thing?
see i want to be a wwe wrestler but i want a girlfriend or somone i can talk to about stuff instead of posting it on this and getting random answers from random people but i have not got a kiss yet im really shy and becoming a wrestler is not an issue becuz its essayer then getting a girl… i heard high school is the funest of you life.. i dont becuz whats so great with a bunch of drugies , smoker and beer tards? whenever i die i want to go out with a bang or somebody or something to remember me. is there any way i can find somebody to love without being craped on and is there any way i can be remembered when i die im 15 and i gotta change now if this stuff is gonna happen… help

A: Yeash! You are only supposed to ask one question at a time! No one can understand all those questions at once. What are you even asking anyway?
You are asking for a girlfriend, confidence, AND how to DIE(!) with a bang, all in ONE question?
You are asking three completely different, unrelated things in just one question, you should have asked 3 separate questions.
And what is with the ‘girls read the question detail thing?’ why girls in particular?

Q: i had a weird dream??
well i was a loin in my dream and i was about to die till this boy lion saved me. that’s all in a short form :) i don’t want to make it very long because i might confuse someone. but i’m wondering what it means to have a dream like that? i used to have dreams just like that when i was a kid too.

A: LOL….a “loin” is very different from a “lion.” Your bad. I am sure you meant lion.

A lion is a symbol of power and strength. “Dying” may refer to changing or transforming somehow; it could even refer to giving up on some matter. A boy lion saying you may indicate that you have a fantasy that someone will come along and save you. You have to save yourself. No relationship will do that for you.

Q: eyebrows different to my hair color..?
First of all I got my hair dyed to blond a while ago then the regrowth came and I wanted to go back to my natural color of course the hair dresses had to die it a bit darker brown then my normal color to get the blond out… so now i have a bit above medium brown hair colour with blond/light brown eyebrows (My eye brows have always been really light even with my natural hair color which is light brown.) But I don’t really wanna tint them coz It is a semi permanent dye and it will wash out to my normal color and then it will look wired with darker eyebrows my friends say it doesn’t look bad and they said they didn’t really notice till I said something but someone comented saying “is your natural hair color blond?” And I sadl “no, light brown” then they said “oh okay coz your eyebrows are really light compared to your hair” so i don’t know coz it will probly cost alot and my hair is a semi permenet and will wash out so.. what do you think?

I am 13 btw

A: Just try to pencil them in a little bit to make them appear darker… or i actually use powder and a brush.

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